I wish

"The only way to true happiness is to risk being completely cut open." - Chuck Palahniuk

I wish I could see you everyday

Like the sun that shines on you

Like the sky that's as blue as the shirt you wore yesterday

And the sky that's as gray as the soul anew

I wish I could feel you in my heart

Like that warm feeling that fills you inside

I knew that it was you from the start

The one that in my heart will reside

For months on end we've been friends

I've been hiding every feeling

Because I hate for this to end

This companionship we've been giving

I wish that you would see

The things I dream inside

About you and what I wouldn't do

So that happy is the only thing you will be

But you chose someone rather

I will not lie, it pains me everyday

The stone in my heart could not be much harder

But I will be waiting come what may

People tell me to stop and move on

I simply cannot do that

For in my heart, I bear the words "Soldier On"

Soon, it will me my turn to bat.

So I wait with hope and I love

with zealous devotion for the rapture

A rapture that only you can give

The day you had my heart in capture.